Who is Running You?

On being human

We’re all stuck with ourselves. That everywhere you go, there you are thing.

Though I don’t think that’s equally true for all of us.

Some of us are definitely more here than others. More embodied as a ‘self’ than others.

Zombies, robots, sleepers, we have lots of names for them. And while derogatory names may not be helpful, deep frustrations often well up out of the ground of genuine care.

I have a high opinion of humans and humanity. This is directly correlated with how easily and often they piss me off.

It bothers me that so many of us are so easily manipulated. It really bothers me that our facility for connecting dots and asking questions can be so quickly abandoned. It’s upsetting to see how easy it is to steer us into division and even hate by hidden hands and undisclosed agendas.

Over and over.

It’s amazing how long destructive deceptions can go unchecked. Just one recent example from Greg Reese - on the stupendous egregiousness and mendacity of these - what shall we call them? - deranged fuckers (that works) in their maniacal pursuit of… what? We typically say power and control in our attempt to understand, though we know methods of control and gaining power do not require this level of abasement. (Me thinks another element - we’d prefer to not know about - is in the mix.)

Greg is so good at saying a lot with a little.

Trauma disconnects us from ourselves and trauma comes in many forms.

We’ve all been born into a traumatizing world. I don’t bring this up to add reason to claim ‘victim’ status. (That claim is disempowering and part of he control matrix.) No, I am reminding myself as much as anyone of the larger context of distortion we’ve all been living in.

My larger point is that disconnection.

For a slave system to work, the link between self and authority has to be severed. And that the severing can be fatal even if the body continues walking around.

If you’re not running yourself, someone or something else is running you. 

Obvious and startling, at once. Radical and mundane, at once.

The spectrum of responses we witnessed during Covid - laid bare a reality that was already present though had previously lacked a context that allowed it to be seen so clearly.

As we all witnessed, you can be in the midst of an extinction-level event and not notice. Many seemed primed for obedience; more than happy to go along with external authorities. In some cases it was almost as if they were waiting for their “commands.” Couldn’t follow them with more enthusiasm, literally bursting at the seams to show off their compliance.

Hard to watch.

Fear and confusion explains some of that. A 24/7 global marketing campaign that shut down calmer voices explains some of that. The massive coordination between nation states and corporate behemoths hammering the same message, surely, explains some of that.

But it doesn’t explain all of it. Because we were all subjected to all of that and not all of us fell in line.

What became obvious - if not instantly recognizable - is that we’re not all hooked in to our humanity equally. What does that mean anyway? What are we hooking into, or alternatively, what are we being disconnected from?

To be disconnected from ourselves means the loss of immediate, direct access, the loss of self-agency, of self-reference and self-authority.

To be hooked into ourselves is to be embodied, in charge of our body, and able to access the larger self-system we come equip with and which extends beyond the body. We are physical, emotional, mental and spiritual. All of these aspects have their own ‘bodies’ or ‘fields’ at energetic levels. Together they comprise the self-system.

We are, then, multi-dimensional beings, and our bodies show up in this larger electromagnetic presence. The body is essential to being manifest, but hardly the full story.

To be connected to ourselves means we have direct access to that Source that gave us life.

There’s no gap. No space for a mediator to step in - for an external program to run - unless we decide we want that. If you’re not connected to yourself then a gap exists and something else can take over the reins. (Or really, reigns.)

With Covid, some viscerally felt the threat - in their bodies like an alarm going off - some intuited that something bad was happening, and some where not sure, but cautious and questioning. In these cases the self piece and the authority piece were still linked to various degree. They could still listen to themselves.

If you had a sustained connection between self and authority during the Covid operation, you know, that no amount of propaganda, or shaming or threats undid that. If anything they only clarified and strengthened the connection.

Many of us came more fully into ourselves.

This isn’t about judging those who handed over their self sovereignty. We know trauma disconnects. We know most of us didn’t maintain connection with ourselves. We know them and love them. They are our families and our friends.

This is not about creating another division.

It’s about discerning something and the need to discern it, especially since our would-be-controllers are doing their best to eliminate what it means to be human altogether.

A full year passed between the ‘virus’ scare and the bio-weapon jabs being released and during that year - when people were not (yet) dropping dead suddenly - there was good reason to relax because whatever Covid was, it was not particularly scary. Still, sanity did not come back.

When the urgency of the scare was fully diluted, but the campaign to demonize the unvaccinated remained in full tilt, this should have alerted everyone that something very sinister was happening. It didn’t.

What are we to make of that?

If a human being behaves more like a robot, following irrational commands, are they effectively more robot or human? Harsh, maybe.

Mind you, I look back on my life and see where I mouthed talking points I’d been given, accepted authoritative sources (I can laugh now) like the NYT’s and fell in line with the divide and conquer mapping, provided. I can see then, where I had been fully programmed - robotized - in my own life.

No one has escaped the manufactured reality we were born into. This is good to see - because it means we can recover our connection and self-authority.

To be clear when it comes to human beings I’m not saying there are better-than or less-than human lives - I trust the equality behind the spark of life; whatever that Source is, that animates us all. Whatever the mechanism of that hook-up is - I can’t explain it - it is accessible and precious.

Given the clear transhuman agenda on full display right now, the growing A.I. presence and the stated plans of our would-be-enslavers - we can’t shy away from this kind of discernment. The role and relevance of the human being in an A.I. driven world is not something to be glossed over. Lines have already been crossed. Humanity is already being undermined and sidelined.

We know what the world looks like when humans outsource their authority in large numbers, and we can’t chalk that up to mind-control programs alone.

Ultimately as we confront the attack on humans we’ll be confronting questions of identity. (A persistent theme of mine because it is a persistent issue and will continue to be so, even increasing in importance.)

They want us as controllable robots and they’ve made greater strides in that direction than we like to acknowledge. Let’s see that for what it is, and see too, where and how, we can pull it back.

As the superficial and adaptive identities we formed to get along in this slave-system continue to shed, alongside this version of the world, we will face a choice. We are facing a choice - do we want to deepen into what it means to be human - in all its multidimensionality - or become synthetic hybrids who answer to something outside their own authority? Outside their own ability to connect to the Source of their being?

They will market the choice as progress. They will sell the transhuman version of you as a better version; stronger, smarter, maybe even immortal.

The garden path they would lead us down is, of course, anything but. It is rather the final hijacking. Because once they’ve got ‘you’ severed from your Source and fully onboard, they won’t need to hijack anything else.

I have an assumption that Life is good and a gift. That the Source of natural life - including humans - is fully weaved into us, expresses through us and will direct us well - when we stay aligned there. It’s an ancient, or really timeless knowing, and many of us know it.

Not everyone shares this assumption. If your take on humanity is more mechanistic then adding new synthetic features to your existent operating system may look like a good idea to you. Good luck.

While the world unwinds around us - and there is much we can’t do anything about - it just has to happen, there is still a lot we can do.

I suggest we start by consulting ourselves and asking what does that look like for me?

Primary for me is maintaining and deepening into that essential connection. Self-authority is the basis and where we access that larger Source. Closing that gap - where other influences can come in - is job number one.

As we move into 2024, there is good news. Signs of progress. As Catherine Austin Fitts discusses in this recent interview with Greg Hunters - she call 2023 the year of pushback. I was happily surprised to hear that.

She’s see more of the same for 2024, this momentum building.

I’d like to see 2024 as the year humans claim, with clarity, their humanity as something precious and worth saving.

Since, I don’t appreciate anyone limiting me, I don’t place limits on all those who have been acting like robots; that animating spark is still in them. Many are capable of reconnecting to themselves and so, the Source of their being.

We can increase our frequency, we can align to higher frequencies, we can pump up and charge our personal fields - which brings its own kind of immunity. We can feel into the expansiveness of who we are, and in so doing, expand our our presence as a positive being who emits signals that ripple out into the world. (Here I instantly think of Margaret Anna Alice and the rippling effects of her work.)

The mechanisms of control to keep this world a prison and us as tiny versions of ourselves, on their way to being cyborgs, isn’t holding. Layers of lies have been peeling off; the interconnected web they created and surrounded our planet and held us in its grip, is breaking up and dissolving.

Quite simply a ‘reality’ that was largely manufactured is going away.

Rolled out realities have a lifespan.

The undoing is speeding up now. While this will be messy, challenging and at times scary, it’s also a great opportunity. Many more of us will deepen into our essential identities, in response to the threat, and emerge stronger. Immune to the tricks that used to dupe us, we will, in greater and greater numbers, refuse to go along.

And then, the gig is up.

They are not in charge.

We are. One human being at a time, and then in larger and larger numbers.

Go, humans.

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