Breaking Through Illusion, by Carey Waters
If I had to give the process of waking up a dance name (just go with me) it’d be something like the Zig-Zag. Two steps forward, one step back, followed by three steps sideways, spin, one to the side, two back, twirl, steady yourself and repeat.
In no particular order.
There are no steps we can practice with the Zig-Zag. It’s gonna look different for everyone, every time.
I’ve seen highly aware people who know lots and lots about this imposed, manufactured reality, still maintain a “sacred cow” belief that will simply not be sacrificed. Yes, yes all of these things were lies, but not that one thing. That one thing is true.
Have you noticed that?
In a time of undoing, beware your sacred cows.
The thing about waking up is it’s not merely a matter of moving information around; dropping this and adding that. Waking up has a mental component sure, but we have emotional, physical and spiritual aspects too, and all of these are in play as we rearrange ourselves to make room for new, or drop old, beliefs and assumptions.
Then add the network of relationships we are in - and intend it or not - all of those networks are impacted because when we wake up, it’s disruptive and upsetting to more than just us. This is ongoing; it’s happening in the larger field, we all feel it.
I remember when I finally, reluctantly, looked into the pedophilia stuff. Probably close to a decade ago now. My sister had been sending me info on it for years before. I didn’t want to know for all the obvious reasons. I kept trying to find ways to minimize how bad it was.
Okay so there are a few seriously twisted people who might do this, but it’s obviously not systemic.
Well it couldn’t be covered up at such large scale. Too many people would have to go along with it.
There’s no way intelligence agencies like the CIA or Mossad have anything to do with it.
As Sage would say, back then, I was still a “sweet summer child”.
I struggled because one of my sacred cows was being sacrificed: Children are precious and adults will naturally (with rare exception) protect them.
I didn’t want to sacrifice that belief. I did not want to live in a world where the sex trafficking of children was a thing let alone a global trade. It took a long time to rearrange that information and of course, it wasn’t just the world that wouldn’t be the same, it was also me.
Inner earthquakes don’t feel good.
I realized recently that the manufactured world I often write about was pulling at me; the Zig-Zag was taking me into a back step.
That damn Zig-Zag.
I watched most of the theatre Hearings on Censorship and listened to Robert F Kennedy Jr (Bobby) defend himself against the slings and arrows of our fake government pretenders playing their roles.
It felt staged, yes. Worse, it felt dead. Unreal. Like a clip from a movie or part of our history.
I also watched the part of me, who still wanted to believe, there was something there to believe in. She put up her last gasp attempts.
It didn’t work. She really tried, poor thing. The Reality Show is unraveling and that prior version of me, is too; they are both less persuasive all the time.
Why was I even watching? (one step back…)
Sure, Bobby sounded like the coherent grown up, appropriately annoyed by the outrageous smears. Yup, he’s, impressive.
But, however much we want to “rah, rah” around him, however much we want to believe there is a way forward with the right guy, there isn’t. Believing that is like climbing aboard a sinking ship, expecting it to take you to your destination, just cause you like and trust the captain.
There are lines Bobby is gonna stay within. Who drew the lines?
For instance, we didn’t see someone willing to claim that ‘anti-vaxxer’ is actually a viable position to hold. A fully rational view. Given everything he knows - with even just the childhood vaccines; their lack of safety data; their correlation with autism and chronic disease; their literal poisoning of our most vulnerable with dangerous metals contained in them - what exactly is wrong with drawing an anti-vaxx conclusion anyway? And being 100% confident in it?
Damn right, I’m an anti-vaxxer. And if you knew what I know, you’d be one too!
That would have been good.
He won’t do that. Instead he had to make clear the ‘anti-vaxxer’ attribution to his character was false; he is NOT that.
Because there is no seat at the table - even for a Kennedy - with that label confirmed. It must be denied. No matter how much you know, how long you’ve studied it, or even if you grew your followers by advocating, effectively, as an anti-vaccine (in their current form) activist. (Yes, we split hairs and say he’s really an anti-unsafe vaccine advocate, but since various degrees of unsafe is all we got… essentially he is an anti-vaxxer.)
He makes sure to mention he took the flu vaccine for decades and his kids had all their shots. This is what is demanded. What he didn’t say, is that he regrets doing those things. What he didn’t say is in doing those things, his faith was misplaced. Instead it’s offered up - this ritual compliance - as some kind of sick bonafides; it’s what our death-cult world requires.
This doesn’t mean RFK Jr doesn’t have good intentions. I think he does. I’m not picking on him. It doesn’t mean a Kennedy administration wouldn’t be light years better than the current depths-of-hell-low-bar standard the Biden Show has set. Of course it would.
My point is, is that what we want? A new captain on a sinking ship?
The hope I tentatively held for Kennedy’s run was not in whether or not he won. My hope was in the campaign itself and the truths he could unleash.
It’s more likely he’ll start becoming more cautious, more diplomatic as the strategies of ‘winning’ take priority. In other words more of a politician.
Many people will think and tell us, this is the only way forward. That you can’t get too far ahead of the masses, and maybe in different times that argument had merit. In a different time, I probably would have agreed. But now, no.
Because that ship has not just sailed, that ship is sinking. There is no captain who can command that ship.
We’ve been schooled for such a long time in what to expect from our political system, (very little) in what can be done in big bureaucracies, (very little) in the necessity of compromise and the slow pace change requires.
We should all certainly know better. If there is the political will to get something done, we know now, it can happen right quick and it can go big.
Compromise, we’re told, is what adults do. If our guy has to keep quiet on somethings while running his campaign, or say things he doesn’t mean, well it will be worth it once he gets in because that’s when he can really shake things up.
You’ll see. Hang in there. Donate. Put those yard signs up.
Compromise has two meanings which are fully entwined in our political world, because most likely, to get a seat at the national table of political doings, where compromise supposedly happens, you have to be, compromised. This is how it works, as Whitney Webb lays out in her 2 volume work One Nation Under Blackmail.
The political system is comprised of compromised people (controlled) who are supposed to make “compromises” for the claimed benefit of the people they say they represent.
It ain’t working.
There’s nothing wrong with compromise as a concept; with deal making. We all do it, it’s part of life. But in a corrupt political world where intelligence forces have conspired and created a network to assure everyone who has a seat at the table is actually controllable via blackmail, then it’s a complete farce.
Real compromise requires good-faith participants. For those who may try to break in - actually go against these forces in good faith - they don’t fare well or stick around very long.
The compromise refrain has been used to pacify us, to keep us in a state of low expectations (worked!) and eventually demoralize the voter who increasingly feels helpless. We too, have become compromised in the process.
Haven’t we had enough?
Our system of governance no longer works. It doesn’t really matter who’s face you slap on it.
We have seriously low expectations of our government because we should. The election process is a selection process. We are not represented; (the deal we make in exchange for paying taxes) we have been systematically lied to, gaslighted and have witnessed the hijacking of all our institutions, and oh yeah, they intentionally harmed and killed many of us who they treated like lab rats.
Do we actually accept more of the same in this twisted, anti-human life framework?
I don’t accept that.
Isn’t the promise of any new administration just applying lipstick on a pig (or donkey) at this point?
America does not act as a sovereign nation anymore. It’s now the American piece that sits within a much larger, global control grid. It take orders from hidden controllers. Given the planetary coordination we just witnessed with the Plandemic, how could we assume anything else?
So back to our most recent defender of freedom, Bobby Kennedy. I was thinking how his denying the anti-vaxxer label was a missed opportunity. A fatal miscalculation. He shoulda leaned into it.
Own the label, I would have advised him. Say what you know is true.
Unvaccinated kids are healthier. The theory of vaccines may have value, but our execution isn’t working. The lack of any liability from the manufacturers of vaccines is more than a red flag, it’s a monumental disgrace. Vaccines are money makers for doctors who are lucky if they received four hours on the subject in medical school yet are disastrous for their patients health. Etc.
Blow it up. He didn’t. (And I didn’t expect him to.)
Are we being steered to the next “savior”? One who appears disruptive, even radical but will stay within those lines. Yes, of course we are.
And we should not trust it. Don’t do the Zig-Zag back step just cause it’s more familiar. Our so-called political system is actually just an essential cog in the CERN-level reality-generating machine that spits out the necessary stories and images to keep us in the show 24/7. It survives on divide and conquer and politics drives that. It survives on you and me believing in and investing our time and energy in it. It requires our buy-in.
I’m not buying it.
National politics is part of the infrastructure in the manufactured & technological reality-show whose job is to get your manufactured consent; to keep us transfixed in the show and propel it along.
Bobby was featured in last Thursday’s show. That’s all.
Do we have a system worth saving? A country worth saving? Frankly, sadly, I don’t think we do, but I’m open to being wrong. Maybe if the banks got out of it, if the US Corporation went away, if the corruption ended, if the hijacked agencies were unfunded… Well I could go on.
But none of that will happen without a whole bunch of us unplugging from what we have now.
Recognizing that we don’t need a government is a good start. Who would the would-be-governors govern if we walked away? We are the grist for that mill; we fuel this monstrosity. Without us, it’s nothing but an empty shell.
They will tell us how much we need them. How they “serve” us. Let’s call their bluff.
CBDC’s and digital identities are coming. We can stop that.
Wars, mRNA injected into livestock, dimming the sun, whatever horror you can think of - we can stop that. Well, enough of us can. And that’s the rub. Because many of us will likely compromise ourselves and our future by agreeing. We’ll trick ourselves, do that Zig-Zag back step even if it takes us off that proverbial cliff.
The worst part - the very worst part about going along - is it keeps us from claiming our future, from creating it. And really, it could be great.
We’ve been conditioned to think in terms of a scary “Mad Max” world should the social structure fail, but we don’t know that. We were given that image to deter us.
It’s far more likely most of us will cooperate with each other. Wanna swap eggs for some homemade wine? I’ll help you with that, if you will help me with this. Should we go in together on that plow? Why not imagine the many ways we would network with our neighbors to make things happen. To make life work.
Humans can govern themselves. We have before - a long time ago. We’ve just forgotten.
Our best move is to simply withdraw out consent to this massive shit-show.
Opt out. Say, no. Take a stand. If we claim our individual sovereignty as free men and women, in large enough numbers, then we will collectively change our course.
I say it all the time and it requires repetition because there is a lot of noise that gets in the way of our really experiencing the truth of it. We are part of the Natural world, made manifest from a mysterious Source, an intelligent, loving Source we remain connected to.
This planet is our home. It provides everything we need including water, oxygen and food. We are not helpless, we are held. Humans lived with this knowledge long before governments and banks showed up and turned us into commodities they live off of.
We. Don’t. Need. Them. They Need Us.
I know the truth of our current situation is ugly. Worse than we tend to think it is but also, it can be so much better than we’ve ever imagined. It all hinges on us. Not the latest person to throw their hat in the ring.
It’s on us.
If we own that, we’d likely surprise ourselves in a good way, with what we could do in cooperation, and with a shared commitment to create a world we want to live in.
How could it be any worse than this slave-system?
Universe supports life, so if you are acting in good faith to create a better life, you’ll find support. You’ll know what to do.
What we call reality is actually quite malleable, and mysterious. Its underpinnings are energetic - we reside in frequencies which are highly changeable. We don’t have the slightest idea - because we’ve been in a small box living small lives - what we can do as freed, self-directed humans, aligned to Nature, in charge of their destiny.
As Cynthia Sue Larson likes to say and it’s a good question to ask: How good can it get?
Let’s find out, shall we? Why the hell not. We’ve got nothing to lose and everything to gain.
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Excellent piece, Kathleen.
100% correct on RFK's missed opportunity. The habitual defending against words intended as silencers or epithets is exactly the wrong approach. You point out correctly the exact approach to take in terms of how to come right back at these predictable, dull name callers. One of the most important things RFK, Jr. could have called out is 𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚 𝒊𝒎𝒎𝒖𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒚. Instead, he accepts their premise and defends against it.
As for saving this sinking ship and the people on it, hubs and I ask this question all the time. Can we and is it worth saving? Only a moral people are fit for liberty, so I think we have our answer. "The Remnant" will have to find each other and steer clear while the ship goes down.
I too was thinking of what you call the zig zag just this week. The phrase that came to me was 1 step forward and about 10 steps back. And the way a deer runs in a zig zag to elude the arrow or bullet. I see how claiming anti-vaxxxer as a label is the only reasonable thing to claim with regard to poison jabs, and how the jabbers are clinging to that phrase as the whole debacle burns to the ground; so many many dying post jab. My central concern now is that even the unjabbed are showing up with blood issues like the jabbed, shedding (of something, graphene, radiation, spike or a combo of those) may end up killing many more off. I know I experienced it after my ex was jabbed, and I feel I know when I was transfected. That was the last night I slept next to my ex, they became a poison to me at that moment, and there is no way they will likely ever understand that, or the current genocide that is occuring all around us. I feel I am the deer, running in a zig zag to avoid being killed by my own government, my flesh already tainted by fear. My hope is that the hunters drop dead before they shoot, dead from their own stupidity, dead from their own poison medicine.