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Ed Brenegar's avatar

I forget which psychological inventory it is, but one of them measures across the spectrum of responder to initiator. It is a spectrum that doesn't have one cross axis, but many based, I suspect, on the context of the responding/initiating, rather than on anything psychologically determinative. When it came to the COVID pandemic, it seems that 98% percent of the world became responders. They got the jab and complied with the lockdowns and other social orders. There are some of us who are responders, who didn't respond in the same way. We responded to something deeper, more intuitive in our being. For many of us our way of responding is by initiating towards other people's needs. I see this in business owners who are great initiating in implementing a business strategy, but not so good in responding to customer needs, or worse, knowing how to initiated with staff to create a leadership team.

The concept that you describe as "the Reality-Show-World-of-Perpetually-Manufactured-Crises" is very similar to my Spectacle of the Real concept. In both, people are responding to what they view as the macro trends in the world. They are following what is placed before them. As one member of my family described herself, "I'm a rule follower." She has had her perception of the rules changed over the past few months. Those macro trends are not real, but are a perception designed to influence human behavior. Every micro trend that is included in the macro, has a corresponding set of micro trends that are rejected because it doesn't fit the script.

This line of thought brings me to the question of identity. It is a central question that will impact the future of our world. I think we need to see that identity is not just a social constructed perception of who we are in the midst of the world at large. It is also something derived from an awareness of what I like, what I believe in, what I do well, what I don't do well, how I make judgments about all kinds of things, and ultimately, by what we define as the good life. As far as I can, no one is talking about this, but everyone is simply trying to survive. Yet, until we have some clarity about what the good life is, making the right kind of choices in the midst of global crises about how to respond and how to take initiative will remain difficult to do.

Kathleen, you have a perspective developing here that I think is really important. It is because you are showing us how to make the transition from where we once were to where we want to be. Thank you for articulating this for us. I believe it is going to help a lot of people.

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Laura Kasner's avatar

“In short there will be communication break-downs. There will be misunderstandings and hurt feelings. How could it be otherwise? Even if we are self-aware enough to communicate the inner shifts with someone close, we and they will still be dealing with a new relationship. We’ve changed. Where there was once ease, we might now feel a rub; where previously simpatico, we may now sense a gap. Big internal changes can be a lonely, painful process. Not just for us, but our loved ones too, who are often as hurt and confused as we are “

I could have written this about my best friend of 40 years. I have never in all these years felt so disconnected to her. She is awake, but asleep to the actual horror of it all. She and her husband and children got the shots like I did, so I’m trying to give her grace.

“I’m having these issues in my life. Where I hold on, where I see others hold on. So much easier to see someone else! When I’m absolutely sure it’s “them” I can pretty much assume, it’s me. (And maybe it’s both.)”

Yes. I think it’s both of us.

“Now I’m noticing some some signs of breakdown with my closer relationships; the inner circle. Fortunately, I’ve learned a few things and so have now adjusted my approach. It comes down, I think, to respecting someone else’s pace as much as our own.”

I have had to stop sharing things with her. I can no longer be my authentic self. She worries about my anger. Yet she has not experienced a fraction of the loses that I have had this past year.

“These stubborn identity-bits create blockages, and stop the flow of life. The speed of which, has been obviously increasing. If we clamp down hard enough (and often this is unconscious) in order to keep that version of ourselves going - which somewhere we believe we need - it may lead to disproportionate explosions of emotion.”

Oh yes. Happens all the time. In fact just a few minutes ago with my husband.

“We’re all dealing with the challenges of an amazing time. If we can do that without judgment, and ideally with compassion, it will go easier.”

Thank you for this advice. I will remind myself of this every day.

Margaret Anna Alice is a true gift. And I have her to thank because I found you, through her 🥰

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