I notice it more and more. The feeling that I am living in a very different world from those around me. This experience is not unique to me of course; it’s echoed by many lately. It must be that’s it’s always been the case - that we live alongside each other inhabiting different realities - to various degrees. It’s just that now it’s all gotten so obvious.
That is a good thing. Seeing it. However uncomfortable.
I have witnessed - with disappointment, sadness and even shock - the reactions of friends (who I thought I knew) advocating for tyrannical policies that belong only in dusty history books kept around as reminders and warnings of how dark it can get.
The struggle to grasp what’s happened is real. And I realized recently that part of that cognitive dissonance is coming to terms with how wrong I was with some of my assumptions pre-Covid. Mainly assumptions about shared core values with friends and the public in general, that, tested, turned out to be as elusive as ghosts.
I’ve been making excuses for them in my attempt to understand: The propaganda is very sophisticated; “they” have been using televisions for entrainment for decades; “they” know how to broadcast messages via your computer and iphone, so you’re perpetually assaulted; we’ve never had so much corporate cooperation with the government’s objectives, etc.
And all of that is true. Still. Not everyone got swooped up in the technocratic psyop. What’s going on there?
What’s behind the ubiquitous and insufferable ‘Karens’ phenomena? Were they responding to a subliminal program infiltrating their minds as they slept with their phones on the bedside table? Maybe. Or maybe there was just something in them, that suddenly awakened. Maybe it’s a bit of both.
The point here isn’t to create yet another divide. (And I know it very much sounds as if I am.) The point is to look a little deeper and ask uncomfortable questions.
Not everyone was mired in the net of the global spell we call Covid-19. Some never got caught at all; some were initially ensnared and got themselves out pretty quick, some took a little longer; some got caught and went into a kind of fear-based paralysis, drinking in the non-stop “news” which kept them locked in a vicious cycle.
And some did something else. Something strange. Some wanted to drape themselves with the net, twirl in its ties, wrap themselves up in the contradictions and dictates and shame anyone who didn’t wish to as well.
What is that?
It was as if their moment to shine had come. They came alive in the narrative and rather than simply be happy to agree to it for themselves, insisted everyone else did as well. It was as if something deeper got sparked, or lit and they knew what to do. A purpose was born.
And now that it’s on its way out, they feel a bit lost. Joy Behar comes to mind. Her recent comments on masks suggests a sadness in them going, and even an unwillingness to give them up. For her, not a symbol of repression, but something altogether different. She’ll keep wearing it. And, oddly, I get it - she was in her element spouting the government lies, dismissing countering information, telling others how to behave while exalting herself as a model citizen wearing her glorified mask.
What is that?
Maybe it doesn’t matter in many ways - the what - but it opens up a question for me about the deeper layers of who we are. Some of us are ferocious protectors of humanity. There is no question; they see the threat and they act. Fortunately we have many, many examples.
And others - on the full opposite end of the spectrum - seem to miss the whole ‘humanity’ part. It’s like humanity for them is this nebulous word loosely connected to them - that doesn’t mean much and surely doesn’t need protecting. Hence the: It’s just a new gene-therapy. So what if it changes one’s genetics? No. Big. Deal.
What is that?
This episode in humanity’s shared experience, which we are still very much living through, is telling us something. There is a missing piece - at least one - in this conversation.
And we may need a much larger mental construct, or perhaps just a willingness to imagine on a larger scale, in order to grasp it. So, I’m going full-on woo.
The instinct, if that’s the right word, to protect humanity’s genetic markers, VS the willingness to change them is what we’re looking at. Did I have a choice in my immediate recognition that something was deeply wrong when Covid rolled out? Or was it in my ‘instructions’ as a human being? Was I simply obeying an inner directive that knew humanity was under attack? And if that’s true, then what of those who lined up for the gene-altering experimental injection? Were they too, following an inner directive - at least in part?
As we attempt to understand what’s been unfolding, the assumption that this is a planet of humans - who share the same genetic background may be the missing piece.
Many people have written about and speculated on humanity’s true origins. Many of us recognize the history we’ve been taught has been hugely distorted and left out much. That humans are part of a cosmic lineage that includes many other beings who may not be human has been explored for a long time. Not for the normies, of course, but it’s hardly a new theme.
Living through the last two years I’m coming to the conclusion that indeed we have a mix of genetics populating the planet and not all of us are equally human.
This may seem very out there, but it makes sense of so much of what’s transpired that doesn’t make sense without this component. What if the planet was infiltrated, invaded - a long time ago - and we’ve been living in a world of their design, or at least their influence?
This goes beyond the mere speculation of other life-forms out there. Dr. David Jacobs has written extensively on the subject and believes we have hybrids living on the planet, as a result of an alien invasion. I’m not saying he’s got it all right, but I would agree there is something to it. (You can still find an interview Richard Dolan did with him from 2018.)
For those of you familiar with Clif High’s work, he’s also discussed his experiences in hyperspace where he’s encountered beings that he refers to as ‘bugs’ and has also discussed their role on our planet and humanity.
And there’s Jacqueline Hobbs, who goes by “oraclegirl” and who speaks to this as well, and goes even farther. Her work resonates for me. (Fortunately, it’s also very positive.) She speaks to the history of this other ‘source’ or ‘force’ on the planet which has been present here a very long time, and has included periods of experimentation which has resulted in all of us - to various degrees - having been hybridized.
The upshot of these experiments means that some of us would have more of that other source’s genetics in us, and some of us would have more of human genetics. And everything in between. There is a spectrum. Depending on the degree you carry in your genetics would determine if you resonate with the source from which humanity is tied, or with that other source. (There is more than one other source on the planet, according to Jacqueline, but we’ll keep it to one to simplify what is a very complicated subject.)
If this is the case, then the ever-present programming we’ve been assaulted with, along with the jab, would send an alert to some of us, (humanity is under attack) but signal a call to action, for others, on behalf of that other source. And everyone would simply be acting in accordance to the source they are mostly aligned with. Well, that makes a lot of sense to me.
If true, we wouldn’t need to criticize or be in a state of wonder with the Joy Behars of the world. We would understand them - they are, as we are, simply following that inner directive that comes out of their particular source-connection. (Not that that directive is okay, it’s not. Because that source is attempting to take over the planet and in order to do so, needs to alter or kill off humanity.)
I realize this speculation - and really it’s more than that for me - is adding a whole new layer to the discussion. For some it will be an unwelcome layer. That’s okay. Many won’t believe or resonate with it, or even see the point. Again, okay.
I suspect, over time, it will inevitably come to light and be addressed. Our cosmic heritage and our planet’s true history simply can not be ignored. I for one, welcome it.
The gift of this difficult time will ultimately be discovering who we really are. My guess is we will all need to drop some big assumptions.
wow, nice writing job, you have totally surprised me in a very nice way. I see the comment and reference to theosophics. my last life incarnation was into this a bit, but I am not. I see something different. there are those out there claiming to be starseeds from andromeda, and they have lots of truths that I see, but here again, I am not on board with their stated mission, which sounds nice. So I must be from another galaxy. I like my galaxy, it is where I see truth and compassion resides. Compassion in that I will not try to convert or rehabilitate others but to definitely stop the evil, to save as many lives as I can. This is compassion for the innocents. Compassion does not let killers bent upon killing go on their way, that is not compassion for their future victims.
Interesting speculation, Kathleen.
For another take on this: Paul Levy describes the problem as an autoimmune disease of the psyche, a cancer of the soul, and gives a cure.
https://www.theosophical.org/publications/quest-magazine/3472