My future self woke up with a smile. So many reasons to smile now.
“Was all of that a dream?” Sort of.
Now, on the other side of the collapse and the simulation that held the planet’s humans in a prison, I see how outrageous and yet paradoxically harmless - in a deep way - it all was at once. I’m still here, in a body, but I no longer locate my “self” there. The notion of that is almost laughable. I can focus on it of course, much like I can focus on the sky. It’s all one thing. There’s no self to locate really - the way it used to be - even though the body needs to get up and pee.
Like a movie that’s engulfs you in its story; a kind of temporary-reality that overwhelms you with sound and imagery, with characters you love or love to hate, those you relate to, those you don’t, when it’s over and you step out of the theatre, you go back to what you call ‘reality’. That was the basic assumption anyway.
It turns out - from where my future self resides - what we called ‘reality’ was just a much longer show: the movie was within another movie.
And the movie we called ‘reality’ had to go. It had played itself out. The characters had become superficial, the themes, worn and tired. Hollow even. You might have had, in the midst of it, moments of thinking - this isn’t real, is it?
Admittedly the climax was pretty intense, but like any drama that drags on too long, it also got boring towards the end. Many of us couldn’t wait for it to be over. By the time we closed the curtain on it, it was fully absurd, even insane; meaning had inverted and lots of people didn’t even notice.
Looking back, I realize we didn’t know we were playing characters in someone else’s play. How could we know? We were suffering from a sort of collective amnesia - which of course was intentionally imposed - technologically spun like a magical spell. It held us in place for a long time; created the contexts and provided the meaning. It even created false versions of us.
How ‘they’ did it was pretty sophisticated. Though the ubiquitous box that delivered the daily dose of programming and entrainment was key. While it promised the opening up of new worlds, most of us didn’t notice that came with the price of dwindling ours down. And us. They led us where they wanted us to go. They even convinced many that giving up their humanity to become a robotized version was a good idea. What a diabolical feat!
In the final scenes, I must admit, it looked as if all hope was lost.
But then, something happened. It had been building quietly in the background. The frequencies on the planet - really the whole solar system - changed. This change corresponded to an awakening of humanity. Some even called it The Great Awakening. And it was indeed that. Enter, the Age of Aquarius.
Twist!
Since our ancient world and its true history had been hidden from us - few understood the significance of a new age. Me included. But now, its significance is obvious. A new age translates into a new world. Everything, and I mean everything is affected by it.
So, how does this new world feel on the other side of the collapse, to my future self? It’s as if an oppressive weight - invisible, and so omnipresent we never even suspected its existence - has vanished. Gone, like a dream upon waking. There and then, not there.
You know the feeling after you’ve been on a long flight? You’re uncomfortable and tired of the confinement and just want to break free. And then when you finally do get off the plane and claim your own space and movement - you know that feeling? Magnify that by a million.
Any notion or understanding of freedom from the old word, was a mere inkling to what this feels like. Freedom now isn’t a concept or idea. It’s not granted via ‘rights’ or even a constitution. Freedom is embodied. It runs through you, like blood through your veins. It’s a fact. It’s life. It’s you and it’s me.
In this new world, freedom has been freed.
To say I’m different and the world is different won’t capture it. Actually we’ll likely need some new words since so many are remnants of the past world. We’ll need to reappropriate others. But we don’t need to worry about any of that. It will happen naturally.
We don’t need to worry about anything anymore. Can you imagine? No worry? Trust me, it’s true. There’s still sadness and anger, passion and love, all those human emotions, but they arise now from a space of deep knowing. The kind of knowing that absorbs worry and anxiety. The part of us that is forever present and untouchable to the vagaries of human experience - we have access to that again. Game changer.
In the new band of frequencies we live in, we just know. A major remember-ing ushered in, that was simply not available to most of us before.
With these new frequencies our bodies were able to upgrade. They always knew how to heal; the ability was innate, but the slave-system had captured us and in its limited bandwidth we couldn’t locate them. That’s over. Now we’re capable of many things we weren’t before.
No longer hindered by the technologies of the slave-system we’d lived in, we can live our true nature as our authentic selves. I’d heard about this when we were still in the old world - an oracle of sorts had come and informed some of us. Mostly I didn’t really know what she was talking about - but something in me knew it was true. Something in me was waiting to hear what she said. So I listened to her. For a couple years plus. (That’s a whole other story.)
Freed from the grip of this imposed synthetic world, from beings that infiltrated, invaded and attempted to control humanity and the planet, the inner part of humanity changed as radically as the outer.
In fact it was really the other way around - that inner drive and desire to return to our true natures and true selves, combined with the higher frequencies coming in, is what brought everything external in the world to a bubbling head.
We did it. We pushed that old world right off the proverbial cliff. I kid you not.
We needed a new world with these new frequencies to reflect who we really are. Once enough of us claimed it, it was just a matter of time.
It’s early days still. We have a lot creating to do. It sort of happens naturally as our bodies - via our inner innately wired knowing - provides the guidance we each came equipped with and directs our actions. Everyone has a unique piece to contribute to this new world.
It’s not all happy and fun. When massive amounts of people leave a planet, it’s very traumatic for the ones who stay behind. But even mourning is held lightly in this new world. The remembrance of our eternal flame, that everyone - here or not - has and which forever persists - creates a new and deep context of immoveable wellness.
The veil has lifted. The beings who imposed it, are gone.
People are collaborating, aligned with nature. We’re rebuilding our world. New ways of living, rooted in that connection, are coming about. The reorienting of humans as part of nature, along with animals and plants, rocks and trees, can’t be overstated. We open to our immediate and felt relationship to everything we share the planet with, and to the planet itself.
It’s amazing how quickly life can change, once reoriented back to ourselves as one with nature. The rekindling naturally ushers in joy.
Some of us still remember the old world. The younger ones, not so much. Those just being born and those to come, will only hear the stories. They’ll likely sound like myths.
My future self really can’t explain it all that well. But looking back it was a hell of a ride. What a show; crazy and exciting, scary and uncertain, complete with lots of twists and turns.
Everything a really good movie has.
Inspired by Jacqueline, oraclegirl.com:
I’m here for all of that! In the meantime, we’ll keep reminding everyone of their divine nature. The remembering is innate. I see the beautiful world we know in our hearts is possible (the title of Charles Eisenstein’s book which illuminates my thinking and helped me remember) and dedicate myself to help others see it too. ❤️
poof you had an epiphany, nice post, really like it, profound. mahamudra looks like you found it.